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I've probably mentioned it several times on this blog by now, but life just keeps flying by faster than I can write it down. There is so much to talk about!

I feel more inspired than ever to channel my inner Harriet the Spy, and take everything down in the environment around me. In the digital age where virtually everyone has a camera in their pocket, this seems simultaneously unnecessary and a lost art. You can buy go-pro cameras that you can strap to your chest or your hat. Or you can get one of those fancy 360° cameras that literally records every angle. There's just something so weird and futuristic about finding a 360° video on YouTube, and you will always find something you haven't seen before in that video. On the other hand, it seems excessive, and an information overload. I hope that between managing this blog, and my YouTube channel that I will find a balance between the best of both worlds.

Sunday is well under way, and the weekend is almost over as I write this. Last week as I was preparing Happy Birthday and Last Christmas, Music Travel Love and Dave Moffatt dropped two new Christmas videos: It's Christmas Time (Music Travel Love original ft. Francis Greg, Dave Moffatt, & Anthony Uy) and Last Christmas (Dave Moffatt cover). I mentioned it in the comments already, but the timing was super weird when these dropped. I think I will write a separate post dedicated to talking about these videos specifically, in the interest of keeping this entry on topic.

So I had spent the week around my work schedules to rehearse Happy Birthday and Last Christmas, as I mentioned. In years past I used to groan at Christmas music because of all the years that I spent working in retail. The Christmas music comes on on November 1, as soon as Halloween is over. Years ago, James Rolfe did a rant about Christmas creep (NSFW language), which I think is still relevant today. I recall even seeing some Christmas decorations out before Halloween, but I didn't document the specifics at the time.

But, when I started getting my head around how to play Last Christmas, there was something in my brain that clicked. There was something about playing that song relatively competently that sparked so much joy in my heart. And this experience gave me a new appreciation for Taylor Swift. *Gasp!* I was never a Swiftie. I actually used to get really irritated by her music during her 2008 debut because it was so overplayed in retail!

Realistically, I was unable to learn the full version of Taylor Swift's Last Christmas, but I did learn enough to do a TV size version of just the chorus. Particularly for ESL kids who are learning this song for the first time, I think it worked out anyway. I also didn't have enough time to learn We Wish You a Merry Christmas, but I am confident that I will have enough time to master these in time for all the upcoming Christmas lessons and parties.

During yesterday's demo lesson, I managed to mess up Happy Birthday quite spectacularly, but it was forgiven. I'm not sure how I managed that! I can play If Life is so Short by the Moffatts pretty competently by now, probably after playing it several hundred times over the course of this year. Aha.. ^^;

What the experience of playing Happy Birthday and Last Christmas has taught me was an important reminder about going back to the basics. Music theory is objectively boring, and I will have to start practising scales, triads, and whatnot. But the basics of of music theory are adjacent to colour theory. When I brought this up with a friend the other night, I was immediately asked what they had to do with each other. So, hear me out.

The parallels of colour theory & music theory and how they go together )

Beyond that, what I took away from yesterday's demo lesson is that I want to get competent enough at music that I can play anything when asked. I think it would be amazing to have a child make a song request, and just be able to play it on the fly with no questions asked or preparation needed. In order to do that, I will have to study a lot of different styles of music, even genres of music or bands that I don't particularly like.

It is after 2:00 am as I write this. I'm exhausted and I should have been in bed hours ago. But I wanted to get these ideas down while they were still fresh in my mind. I still have more to say, and I will update this entry when I'm feeling fresh. In the meantime, I have posted this YouTube short of some pretty sweet Nagoya limited guitar gear.

Update:
It seems that usually no matter how late I go to bed, I still wake up bright and early because of my work schedule.
My body: Doesn't matter if you haven't had enough sleep. You're waking up now!

Anyway, during the week I had my head in the clouds again ruminating about the past again in one of my Discord chats. There was some discussion about new policy to allow refunds for video games that have been opened. Honestly, this should have been implemented decades ago so that if you buy an objectively bad video game that you can return it. In my post chat commentary here, I think that it wasn't needed in the 90s because most people in my social circles rented video games, so it wasn't a problem. If the game was that bad, we just didn't rent it again. However, video rental stores have gone away in the west, and I think video game rentals have always been prohibited in Japan.

Recollection: Lord of the Rings in theatres (December 2001) & Unlocked memory: customer service experience in wireless sales (2008) )

To flash forward to the present, DreamWidth temporarily went offline when I was updating this. I initially saved my progress
and I continued this train of thought in a TextEdit file, which by the way, feels like such an old school way of keeping records! But I was surprised how quickly they were able to get the site back up and running, and it does serve as a reminder about how it is good practise to keep backups of everything.

Yesterday went relatively smoothly, all things considered. I managed to catch a wrong train, and I ended up having to take a taxi to the demo lesson. Everything else went okay as I mentioned earlier. When I was finished at the school, I spent some time collecting the stamps for the Higashiyama Line/Sakura-Dori Line Group for the Nagoya Subway stamp rally. I took the time to film some of these adventures, so that will be coming up in a future video.

In front of the gold clock
Selfie in front of the gold clock at Nagoya Station.


I got a quick bite to eat and I managed to snag curry and rice for under 600 yen at Yoshi Nova.

I have now had my acoustic guitar for a year, and following that demo lesson I finally decided to get the strings changed. Seasoned guitarists will probably be shaking their heads. You haven't changed your strings in a year?

Yeaaah. I confirmed later when I returned last night that strings are supposed to be changed every 1000 ish hours or every three months, whichever comes first. I also learned that older strings can also leave marks on your fret board. Yikes. Cue to the excuses. I've never changed the strings on my guitar before, and I honestly didn't trust myself to do it without messing it up. At the moment I currently don't have anyone physically with me here to lean, practise, and jam with. It makes it hard.

Because of this, I decided to just suck it up and I went to my local music store to have someone do the maintenance for me. Yeah, I know. The seasoned guitarists are cringing as they read this. I know. I saw YouTube and on r/guitar that you can put electric strings on an acoustic guitar as a way of making it easier on your fingers and extending the practise time. But the staff at the store told me, absolutely not. I think this was a liability issue more than anything else, so I still agreed to their recommended service.

While I was out and about, I browsed an American vintage store on the floor immediately below. There, I found a Canadian patch that I couldn't pass up because Canadian made items or Canadian market items are so hard to come by around here.

Another memory elicited from what's in front of me in the present day )

After that, I drooled over some vintage jackets from Canada, particularly the ones with a purple and teal combination. They were spendy, and I'm pretty confident that I can find something similar for a lot less at Book-Off. I returned upstairs and paid for the guitar service, and I scrolled through Reddit while I was waiting in the lobby. I'm not sure how long I was waiting, but the turnaround time seemed very quick.

Before I left, I had a good look around the store again. You might have seen from the YouTube Short video that I posted earlier that there was a pop up event called GUITAR LOVERS SHOW 2023. They had some Nagoya limited pedals and accessories decorated with the iconic golden dolphin that this city is known for. It led to a pleasant conversation with one of the staff members. I mentioned that it would be so cool to have those when I eventually return to Canada.

Reassessing my dream electric guitar and future guitar purchases )

Business card, free pick from Guitar Lovers 2023 event, British Columbia patch in the wild
The day's pickups. I got a business card and a free pick from the pop up event.
Next to it is the British Columbia patch that I found in the wild.


I learned a lot from that interaction! I quickly learned that pedal boards are quite a rabbit hole that runs deep. They look like they're a lot of fun. At least for now, I'll want to focus on learning the guitar fundamentals before I spend any money on these toys. But they are definitely something I can keep researching periodically along the way.

Just to express my final thoughts before I close out here is that I am experiencing some buyer's remorse from the new guitar strings. The old ones were cakey and gross. My guitar was also falling out of tune ridiculously quickly. They needed to be replaced. But I absolutely should not have cheaped out on these new strings. I noticed the difference immediately with these strings because they squeak so much, and I can hear every chord change. But it is a lesson learned that you get what you pay for in the guitar world.

This should bring us up to date to the present. I still need to update my blog about my experiences in Mishima and Tokyo, and those will be coming soon. I need a break from writing now as I feel like I did back in my uni days after writing an essay for class.

Notes to self:
* Update the tags on this entry.
* Make a list of recent song recommendations so that I can have them all in one place.

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What a month it's been!

This is officially my first entry using a combination of the old entry editor and the new beta testing page! I mentioned in the comments already that while we shouldn't fix what isn't broken, sometimes we are forced to adapt as the world changes around us. The site will have to adapt as the rest of the World Wide Web continues to change and evolve. What originally sold me on DreamWidth is that it replicates the classic LiveJournal environment as I experienced it during the early 2000s when I was in high school. But without the teenage angst (and oversharing)!

Even as I was living in the time period, we didn't collectively know the online experience as social media. Mainstream media was completely separate, and rarely mentioned the internet unless a viewer sent a question or comment by email. We didn't have a 24 hour news cycle, and the distribution of information was a lot slower. Things are faster and more convenient now, but I don't think things are necessarily better.

My TED Talk about the current state of social media )

Last week, I saw a trash panda during one of my combini runs! It was funny because I thought it was a stray cat at first. But then I saw the black mask that they wear. We locked eyes for a second, and it dashed under a nearby car. Prior to this moment, I have never seen raccoons in real life. I didn't want to get too close to it because a bite or a scratch would mean that you would have to get a rabies shot ASAP.

I went to my local mall after work yesterday to get my glasses repaired (already), and there were literally thousands of people there with security up the wazoo because a j-pop group called the J SOUL BROTHERS were performing there. Simultaneously, there were also Black Friday sales going on. It was chaos! I was going to leave and come back later, but I was too much of a pansy to go back outside because I didn't dress for the weather.

Coffee, premade sandwich and a chocolate croissand in cute packaging for the Sylvanian Families movie promo.

I hunkered down at a local café for a bit until the crowds tapered off.

They were very kind to readjust my frames for free, but I think part of my request got lost in translation. One of the arms got bent out of shape already (probably because I fell asleep on the train, oops), and needs a slight adjustment there. My glasses serve my well enough for the time being, I suppose.

I bought a new jacket on my way out of the mall so that I could be dressed for outside, and also have something a little nicer for work.

For the sake of taking a break from writing, housekeeping, and clarity, I will make a separate, and dedicated post to my trip to Mishima and Tokyo last week.

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As I mentioned in my last post, this last week has been chaos. I got a three day weekend in lieu of working six days in a row at my main job during the last week. But, some family issues inevitably came up and spoiled my weekend. Despite that, I'm doing my best to make the best of what is left of my weekend, and return to work tomorrow feeling refreshed.

In case if it was missed, I posted a new video here with a small "back to school" haul even though the season has already passed in Japan between March and April. I feel that this video is really going to set the tone for my channel going forward, and I'm excited to share more of what I've been working on behind the scenes with you!

I said back in June that VHS quality footage kind of freaks me out in a way, especially when it is compiled together to document VHS generation loss. I grew up in the time period, and it didn't freak anybody out at the time. If anyone wore out a favourite VHS tape, they just bought a new one. I think it's the compilation and seeing the destruction of the footage in one sitting is what makes it so unsettling.

But I came across this channel over the weekend that made me reassess my opinion on this. The makers of this channel doesn't pull any punches, and they have a lot of the crude and gross jokes that we remember from the 90s. If you're able to get past that stuff, it is wild how convincing, and well put together their channel is. All of a sudden, this old VHS technology that we cringe and shudder at has become a novelty again.

While I was growing up in the time period, we always gravitated to the latest technology that came out. We made the transition from audio cassettes and Walkmans to the Discman with Triple Shockwave Anti-Skip Protection™, to generic mp3 players to the Apple iPod. A lot of us in my friend circles kicked our feet a lot at the idea of upgrading to the iPhone from our candy bar/clam shell phones. But honestly, after making that upgrade years ago... Does anyone want to go back to T9 texting? A physical keyboard may still be nice because touch screens can't quite replicate the physical mechanics of one, but still.

Because we always adapted to new technology, I think it is important that we continue to do so. It's more necessary than ever, since practically everything we do is online now.

At the same time, I don't think we should outright reject the old technologies because they are such an important part of our history. I think that it possible to do a hybrid project that uses both old and new technologies. Despite my previous feelings towards VHS tapes, I was already doing this with my hand painted animations in conjunction with assorted iPhones, and a ten year old MacBook for editing.

Another rabbit hole(s) I found on YouTube that got us here are old footage and family videos:

Renting videos at a Blockbuster store in 1993

People watching at a mall in 1996
90's Grunge Dreams #1: Summer 1994 Home Movies
90s Kids Throw 4th of July Party (1996)
90s Kids - Grunge House Party (1997)

These videos truly are a time capsule, and they recapture the essence of the era. Being born in '86, I wasn't quite old enough to fully appreciate the height of the 90s because I was still too young to attend parties and everything. I still experienced much of the culture however, from neighbourhood cook outs and that sort of thing. We experienced a lot of music, TV, and movies this way.

However, I was old enough to catch the end of the 90s and the new millennium with clarity. I still can't believe that my parents allowed me to attend a bush party. Even though there assurances were made that the party was clean, there was tobacco and alcohol. But I was such a goody two-shoes at the time that I didn't partake in any of it. Seriously!

I was so terrified of getting in trouble and getting yelled at that I did everything by the book. I still didn't snitch on my classmates though. I don't know if I regret the experience, but if I could do it all again I probably would have declined the invite. It's not to say that parties can't be fun when you're cold-stone sober. But it is the aftermath that can get you into a lot of trouble, especially if underage drinking and smoking is taking place. I would be surprised if weed wasn't also present at said bush party.

Even though the events that I described above still feels fresh in my mind, it still feels like a lifetime ago. It's a weird space that we're in now. Although the previously demonized marijuana has been legal in Canada for some time, I will have to remain sober as it is still illegal in Japan and many parts of the US, as well as for personal reasons.

We are making progress as a global society, but we're losing a lot of the culture and face to face interaction that we had before. One more video I want to leave with you today is this release from a Canadian comedian who talks about the problems of this new space that we're in and the technology that we have. It's nice to have a computer in our pockets that also acts as a camera, but is it destroying what little remains of our privacy as we go about our daily activities?
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I have posted the replays from my birthday stream here, here, and here. The stream has been split into three parts because I was having connection issues. I posted the final results of that stream both on my community page here, and on Twitter here.

Since this summer started, and especially recently, I've been finding it increasingly difficult to moonlight after working hours at my day job. Just within this last year, I used to pull some crazy scheduling. At a previous job, I would have 12+ hour days that had me getting home sometime between 23:30 and midnight. From there, I would be working on things until 2:00 am. I progressively stayed up later, and later until it reached a point where I would be up until 5:00 or 6:00 am. I would go to bed, sleep until 11:00 am, and I would do it all again.

Looking back, I'm not sure how I managed to pull all that off. It's also been a year since then, which means that I am a year older too. Given how quickly my knee pain set in this year, and just how worn out I am by the end of every work day, it serves as another reminder that I am not as young as I used to be. As much as I want to push myself to create, and maximize the time that I have in a day, I have to start listening to my body when it says that I need to take a rest.

Adjusting from my mindset of being a workaholic has also been a challenge. This is because once you start working the equivalent of two full time jobs, your mind and body is used to working all the time. Then when you are taking an objectively, much needed and well deserved break, you feel guilty for doing that because you are still in the mindset that you should be working! The adjustment will take time, but I am confident that I will get there.

In my previous post, I talked about the 90s revival at my local AEON mall. This wasn't just limited to the Right-On store that I featured in that post. The revival was everywhere. The first stop I went to was GAP, and I was surprised to see overalls available in several colour ways. But I wasn't prepared to spend about 8,000 yen on them! It was a little bit of a sticker shock for me when I'm used to buying my clothes almost exclusively secondhand at bargain prices.

Other Japan limited stores include nico and..., American Holic, among others. One of these stores was even stocking pants in neon pink and purple colour ways! Bright and tacky seems to be on its way back in style! Just check out this early 90s Sears catalogue page that keeps getting reposted to the nostalgia based subreddits.



A lot of the things I saw on that shopping trip were so tempting, until I saw the price tags. As much as I appreciate that these styles are coming back this year, I don't think I will be buying new on a regular basis. It's hard to justify it due to the inflation alone, but they also just don't make clothes the way that they used to. Between fast fashion, and planned obsolescence in the electronics world, we are becoming a society of over consumption. If I can do my part to contribute to sustainability, and save money at the same time, that's a win-win.

On a separate note, this week Miss You Like Crazy has been coming along beautifully, and I think that I have mastered the song well enough to continue the practise at my local park again. Due to scheduling at my work, I have a three day weekend to get caught up on everything else that I missed, including those overdue email replies.
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Soooo.. I barely got through one email last night before I crashed and burned. Oof.

Work ran a little later than usual today, so I had maybe about 20 minutes of guitar practise before quiet hours started from 22:00. We got a lot of rain throughout the day, so it was very much welcome to cool things off. Because of this, I have a little more energy tonight to document how my week has been going.

Due to weird scheduling this month, I had Monday off. During this time, I went shopping for the first time in months for a bit of a wardrobe refresh. I'm used to thrifting my clothes these days, so heading back to the mall was a little jarring for me. I don't usually buy new unless I'm buying leggings or undergarments. But I was really blown away by what my local mall is offering these days, and it truly feels like a 90s revival.

Fashion comparisons behind the cut. )
I will have to end my update here, as I have crashed unbelievably quick in the time that it took for me to write this down. I'll follow up on this post as soon as I have the energy to do so.
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Maybe a little TMI, but I'm not feeling 100% as I write this because of an "upset stomach." (I guess, technically, it's an upset stomach...) I took some expired Pepto Bismol tablets that I still had in my bathroom, and hoping that they will work... We'll see how that goes. If that doesn't work, I still have some TUMS, and some Japanese medicine I had stashed away forever. At any rate, I think this is the universe's way of telling me that I need to slow down and take some time out for myself.

Last night, I returned to my local park to get some guitar practise in. The daylight doesn't last, and it is dark here by or before 19:30 at night. The night was uneventful, apart from some kids who were shooting some hoops in the darkness. In addition to If Life is So Short, I am also working on Misery, I'll Be There For You, and Miss You Like Crazy. I figured out a version of I'll Be There For You by ear pretty early on in my guitar journey this year. Around the same time, I started working on Miss You Like Crazy. I can play it along with this tutorial fine, but I should have fully mastered it by now. But, I think Misery is such a fun song. Even though it is significantly more difficult, and even with the lack of step by step tutorials for the song on YouTube, I think it rocks. Those chords are challenging, but I am picking them up very quickly as I set aside more time to master them!

Fangirling about The Moffatts )

In a way, these performances are bittersweet to look back on because they were such an amazing time, but they also serve as a reminder that we are not teenagers anymore. It has been 25 years since that performance at PsykoBlast. Back in the day, I was lucky enough to see the band during their 1999 tour for the promotion of the US version of Chapter 1: A New Beginning, as well as during the 2000 YTV PsykoBlast Tour. I think I mentioned this in one of my previous entries already, but it makes me sad that those days are over, but the danger of focusing too much on the past is that we miss out on the present, and the future. If I were to go back in time and stay there, I would not have the experiences that I have now, and I certainly would not have met the people that I have, nor would I have the opportunities that I have now.

Fangirling about Super Mario RPG, and the resurgence of the 90s in the modern era )

I mention all these things because the 90s seem to be coming back this year in a way, and I think it's great even if I don't plan to buy most of the products that I talked about here. The Switch is a huge maybe due to the price point, and I still may decide to have a 90s pizza party, and live vicariously through a let's player instead.

I've also been working on another guitar cover. But, I have largely kept it under wraps because this song has been covered so rarely, and a clean version has been impossible to find online. I think that if I can fully master it on guitar, it's really going to be a real treat to the unnamed fandom.

There are still some other things that I want to touch on, but I'll get to those topics in another update. At least in terms of some housekeeping stuff to energise The Moffatts fanbase in Japan, I will have to chase up some contacts I made many months ago to let them know about the group that I created. I will once again make the call here that if you're a fan of The Moffatts, and live in Japan, or intend to travel here for a show in the future, please look for the group that I made on Facebook called Music Travel Fans 🇯🇵 so that we can get a tangible head count. Thank you. 🙏 🙏 🙏

Update: It seems that the Pepto Bismol did the trick, and I can make today a productive one.

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At the time of writing this, I can hear someone randomly yelling outside. While this is pretty common place if you live in any major downtown metropolis in North America, this is highly unusual for Japan. I find it a little odd.

As you can tell from my last entry that a lot has been happening in my life. That fan activism call just barely even begins to scratch the surface.

At my day job, my students are starting to warm up more. I came to find out that the fussy student who complained about studying English is apparently like that with every teacher. So, I don't feel so bad. The other day, I had a different student describe a situation in their family where they were excluded from a major event. I am purposely omitting details as to protect the identity of the student. Their story reminded me of some memories from elementary school.

First, I remember being in sixth grade and one of my classmates was complaining about how her parents went to see the movie, As Good as It Gets without her. As a side note, even though it has been 26 years since that movie was released in 1997, I never saw the movie. The fresh rating on Rotten Tomatoes looks promising, however.

The second memory that I recalled is that I eventually would refuse to participate in school track and field day. I remembered arguing with my parents about it. My argument was that it wasn't like I was missing out on any homework, so why should I go? I presented a pretty compelling argument, so my parents gave in and let me spend my track and field days playing Super Nintendo at home instead. Today, I think that this argument would never fly. You will participate in track and field because you have too much unavoidable screen time as it is, and you need the exercise! At least back then, we were still getting sufficient exercise with the play time that we got outside even if I was refusing to participate in school events. In contrast, the internet has become such an integral part of our lives, that we honestly cannot function at school or work without it. If we can try to find ways to reduce our screen time where possible, I think that's a good thing.

I will have to edit this with a more exhaustive update when I am feeling fresh. It's late, and I have an early morning for work. There is so much more that I want to share and talk about!

Edit for continuation.

This came up in a discussion recently. I often remissness over the content from the 1990s before the internet and computers took over our lives. It was a golden age of storytelling in every medium imaginable: everything from books, games, music, and movies. Despite this, I have to say that I appreciate how far the technology has come. I'm not even sure if I can go back to VHS tapes, honestly!

A Perspective Essay: Utalising New Technology to Enjoy Classic Media )

It's already Saturday, and this week has been a blur. Earlier this week, I went on a late night shopping trip to pick up just a few staple items. I ran into one of the regulars that I see working the overnight shift at my local supermarket. When we were catching up, I looked down at the pile of groceries in my arms, and I asked her, "Did I learn anything?" She was confused about what I was talking about at first until I asked her, "Remember?" She laughed when she recalled the salt incident that I was referring to, when I repeated the question and motioned again to the items I was carrying. I followed up the question with an emphasized "NO!"

Yesterday, I played some guitar for a friend over Discord. It was the second time doing so this week, after not playing for the better part of a month because I got too busy at my day job and with back end stuff on YouTube. I put the final touches on an ongoing project, sent the email, and I am just waiting on approvals now. After that, I wanted to get out to celebrate!

I took my guitar project out in public for the first time in months, and those efforts are already starting to pay off. Someone else was at my local park practising on their portable drum kit, so there was a mutual nod a few times after I arrived with my guitar. AND THEN! I was stopped by a passerby on a bike when she overheard me performing a cover of If Life is So Short. I gave my speal about The Moffatts/Music Travel Love/Dave Moffatt Music, and I wrote down the info upon her request.

After that, I played my guitar. And I played. And played. I played until my fingers hurt. I really want to work hard to make up for the lost time in these last 20 years.

I also posted a lot of art updates here, here, here, here, here, here, and here, I worked on a lot of Traveler's Notebook things, and I thought it would be easier to link to those posts directly to save the length on here. I posted a new video here about the impending closure of my local Loft as well.

I still have a lot more to say, but I'm going to end my update here for now. I will discuss more in my next entry, and update the tags at a later time.

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It's been a minute, hasn't it? I feel like I am back in high school as I write this. It took the better part of an hour to get this journal set up as I navigated through numerous site errors, and bugs. Surprisingly, I didn't get angry as we now live in the modern era where we just expect everything to work fine. Instead of feeling frustrated or angry, I found the whole setup process endearing. But, it's entirely possible that my perspective is biased as I look at this through the rose coloured glasses of nostalgia. Indeed, it has been nearly 20 years since I set up my original LJ. It felt like an exclusive club. It was invite only, and my journal was friends only.

So what is my purpose?

Part of the reason I came back here is because I am not entirely happy with the direction of modern social media. When I originally signed up for Twitter, my intention was to follow my friends, and artists that I like. But as time went by, I began to notice that the chronological timeline pretty much disappeared. From there, I began getting advertisements and posts cluttering up my timeline from accounts that I don't follow. I found myself wasting a lot of time sifting through my timeline to get to my friends' updates.

I found that Facebook was no better. I temporarily reactivated mine for work, and I quickly saw that they too kept spamming my home page and my email. Over the years, I saw people beg and plead with the social media giants to give us more control over the algorithm, but these requests went ignored. Simply put, it's not profitable for them to provide us with a better end user experience.

As a result, I found myself spending less time on social media. I quickly found that many of my friends were retreating to Discord where we could talk to each other directly. In a lot of ways, it felt like a return to MSN Messenger. Back in those days (1999-2003), we didn't have a 24 hour news cycle. Of course we had LJ, and bbs/php message boards, but updates on those were much slower than they are today. We didn't get any notifications when another party was typing. Sometimes we would find that another user would answer a question quicker in the time we took to to reply, or we would be surprised with a brand new page to the thread after we hit that reply button.

Those days were not perfect. But it provided me with social interaction with like minded people, and an outlet for my creativity. Most importantly, we weren't bombarded with the information overload that we experience on social media today.

As I start this new journal, I hope to integrate it with my YouTube channel. YouTube too, is far from perfect. Not only do we have to deal with the algorithm that puts us in information bubbles like Twitter and Facebook, but I also noticed that it is difficult to share community posts. I also hope to inspire people to return to the decentralised internet of the 90s, where we will have more control over how we express ourselves, and how we interact with others. I haven't quite decided how the YouTube integration is going to work yet, but I'm sure that I will figure it out over the course of this new year. (I realise that we're already into the month of February. (笑笑))
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